Where I am

Time seems to pass me by,
day in, day out, it all seems to fly.
I can't comprehend how it happens,
Everyday, same routine.
Just the way I flow.
Cryin' everynight till the sheets are stiff with tears,
and my trash can invaded by mucus filled tissues.
It's just not fair,
my friends and family seem to far away,
and this pain won't stop, just a continious throb.
People may think of me as violent person,
yet they know not what goes on inside the heart.
If only the could see the mangled little girl inside.
All the pain and hurt she's been through,
just to stay alive another day.
If only they knew all the anger I've been through,
All the walls I've had to break down, just to get where I am now.