You were mine.

Bloodless lips fall upon cold skin,
as the silent rain falls around.
My rose withing beside his heartless grave.
I don't know how I get along without you in my life,
I don't know why this ever happened.
I wish with all my heart I could take back my painful and heartless words.
Please forgive me.
Blackened lies,
and forgiving truths blind my eyes.
Please let me tell you "I love you" one last time.
Please give me another chance.
I can't live without us at least being friends.
I don't understand why I hate you so much,
but my love is just as great.
It hurts me everyday,
to see you with another.
I can't even get another lover,
another friend.
I know that I could cry onto your shoulder,
and you'd pull me closer.
Placing a kiss on my forehead you'd tell me "I love you more than the sun."
We would watch others play football, but you'd never leave my side.
You sit there, as if a loyal dog, watching, waiting.
I can still remember the day you told me you loved me,
our first kiss,
and the first inside joke we ever had.
One year, six months you said,
well, it's been One year, three months, and four days.
But it doesn't mean I'm counting.
Everyday when I wake up, it's 'just another day',
but when you were there,
I had a a reason for waking up in the morning,
a reason to smile.
a reason to live.
I have cried all my tears.
I have killed all my fears.
I will not give into the pain,
but it's all too hard.
Every time I see a couple walk by,
I stop and think,
"Why can't that be me?"
I refused to give in,
but now,
I give up.
Just please, give my back my heart.
Let me live again,
I'm tired, and worn.
I hate having to cry,
I hate having to wait.
Just let me be open to life again.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
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