Topic: Love, Mission: To conquer it

I feel so
[empty]
rotten inside.
Am I really what I think I am?
[or wish to be?]
A mistake?
I see the girls walk by
[and I hate them]
and I wish to be them.
Keeping it all
[together]
is harder than I thought.
I don't know what to fight for,
[or how to fight it]
and I'm
[not letting go]
giving up.
My soul and body are two separate
[pieces]
beings, rejecting the other.
I don't understand why I live
[continue]
this
[facade]
dance of
[regrets]
pain.
My only unwaking
[inhuman]
trance.
Wake me up.
[Don't keep me in winter forever]
Don't let me fall.
Hold me
[close]
tight, and hold
[my waist]
my hand.
{[Forever]}